I can't stop crying...

Yet I'm still alive.

Freedom, my patience started to run out!

If you're planning to work as a housemaid in the Middle East..

Please think again. Many housemaids are not treated well in the GCC countries.

"Only atheists can see the monster in the turban."

Partially true. Liberals can see it too lol.
The man on the pic is Sheikh Muhammed Al Araifi, a famous Saudi cleric.

Sometimes I hate the way Mum thinks

Sometimes mum makes me really sad!

I've been suffering from irregular periods for around 9 years (twice a month). I'm not used to having them late but it happened for the second time in my life! Now it's more than 2 months late and Mum asked me a funny question yesterday, "Are you pregnant?" She looked hesitant when trying to say it out loud but..... she's said it again!!! 

The first time she asked me this question was when I was an undergraduate living on campus. Nothing can be more annoying than thinking that we women are in fact devils in the form of human beings.

Muslim Arabs, especially in the Arabian Gulf countries, think women are more likely to make mistakes than men. It is an idiotic idea to believe in, because on the other hand they believe men can be easily lured by beautiful women. I mean if men might 'go astray' easily why don't they lock themselves up in the houses instead of women?

They don't trust women. Even women don't trust women! And Mum obviously doesn't trust her shy and quiet daughter no matter what!

Damn it is so annoying and saaaaaad. I definitely have the right to lose my virginity with whoever I like, and whenever I like, but I think I'm being very generous to my family by following the norms of this society.

I think I'm soooo angry right now. Don't talk to me. T_______T

هذه العباءة القذرة

سأنزعها يوماً! أنتِ يا من خضع للذل كلمة الحرية أعظم من أن تكون على لسانك. هل قلتِ حريتكِ في حجابك؟ من علمكِ قول هذا يا سفيهة؟ 

لحظة لماذا كل هذا الغضب داخلك؟ ألم يقل محمد أن النساء من فئة السفهاء؟ 

هذه العباءة القذرة سأنزعها يوماً وأغسل جسدي من تفاهة الدين.

حديث ذهاب النبي صلي الله عليه وسلم لأهل البقيع وذهاب امنا عائشة وراءه : عَنْ عَبْدِ اللَّهِ بْنِ كَثِيرِ بْنِ الْمُطَّلِبِ أَنَّهُ سَمِعَ مُحَمَّدَ بْنَ قَيْسٍ يَقُولُ سَمِعْتُ عَائِشَةَ تُحَدِّثُ فَقَالَتْ أَلَا أُحَدِّثُكُمْ عَنْ النَّبِيِّ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ وَعَنِّي قُلْنَا بَلَى , قالت :" قَالَتْ لَمَّا كَانَتْ لَيْلَتِي الَّتِي كَانَ النَّبِيُّ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ فِيهَا عِنْدِي انْقَلَبَ فَوَضَعَ رِدَاءَهُ وَخَلَعَ نَعْلَيْهِ فَوَضَعَهُمَا عِنْدَ رِجْلَيْهِ وَبَسَطَ طَرَفَ إِزَارِهِ عَلَى فِرَاشِهِ فَاضْطَجَعَ فَلَمْ يَلْبَثْ إِلَّا رَيْثَمَا ظَنَّ أَنْ قَدْ رَقَدْتُ فَأَخَذَ رِدَاءَهُ رُوَيْدًا وَانْتَعَلَ رُوَيْدًا وَفَتَحَ الْبَابَ فَخَرَجَ ثُمَّ أَجَافَهُ رُوَيْدًا فَجَعَلْتُ دِرْعِي فِي رَأْسِي وَاخْتَمَرْتُ وَتَقَنَّعْتُ إِزَارِي ثُمَّ انْطَلَقْتُ عَلَى إِثْرِهِ حَتَّى جَاءَ الْبَقِيعَ فَقَامَ فَأَطَالَ الْقِيَامَ ثُمَّ رَفَعَ يَدَيْهِ ثَلَاثَ مَرَّاتٍ ثُمَّ انْحَرَفَ فَانْحَرَفْتُ فَأَسْرَعَ فَأَسْرَعْتُ فَهَرْوَلَ فَهَرْوَلْتُ فَأَحْضَرَ فَأَحْضَرْتُ فَسَبَقْتُهُ فَدَخَلْتُ فَلَيْسَ إِلَّا أَنْ اضْطَجَعْتُ فَدَخَلَ فَقَالَ مَا لَكِ يَا عَائِشُ حَشْيَا رَابِيَةً قَالَتْ قُلْتُ لَا شَيْءَ قَالَ لَتُخْبِرِينِي أَوْ لَيُخْبِرَنِّي اللَّطِيفُ الْخَبِيرُ قَالَتْ قُلْتُ يَا رَسُولَ اللَّهِ بِأَبِي أَنْتَ وَأُمِّي فَأَخْبَرْتُهُ قَالَ فَأَنْتِ السَّوَادُ الَّذِي رَأَيْتُ أَمَامِي قُلْتُ نَعَمْ فَلَهَدَنِي فِي صَدْرِي لَهْدَةً أَوْجَعَتْنِي ثُمَّ قَالَ أَظَنَنْتِ أَنْ يَحِيفَ اللَّهُ عَلَيْكِ وَرَسُولُهُ قَالَتْ مَهْمَا يَكْتُمِ النَّاسُ يَعْلَمْهُ اللَّهُ نَعَمْ قَالَ فَإِنَّ جِبْرِيلَ أَتَانِي حِينَ رَأَيْتِ فَنَادَانِي فَأَخْفَاهُ مِنْكِ فَأَجَبْتُهُ فَأَخْفَيْتُهُ مِنْكِ وَلَمْ يَكُنْ يَدْخُلُ عَلَيْكِ وَقَدْ وَضَعْتِ ثِيَابَكِ وَظَنَنْتُ أَنْ قَدْ رَقَدْتِ فَكَرِهْتُ أَنْ أُوقِظَكِ وَخَشِيتُ أَنْ تَسْتَوْحِشِي فَقَالَ إِنَّ رَبَّكَ يَأْمُرُكَ أَنْ تَأْتِيَ أَهْلَ الْبَقِيعِ فَتَسْتَغْفِرَ لَهُمْ قَالَتْ قُلْتُ كَيْفَ أَقُولُ لَهُمْ يَا رَسُولَ اللَّهِ قَالَ قُولِي السَّلَامُ عَلَى أَهْلِ الدِّيَارِ مِنْ الْمُؤْمِنِينَ وَالْمُسْلِمِينَ وَيَرْحَمُ اللَّهُ الْمُسْتَقْدِمِينَ مِنَّا وَالْمُسْتَأْخِرِينَ وَإِنَّا إِنْ شَاءَ اللَّهُ بِكُمْ لَلَاحِقُون ." رواه مسلم والنسائي 

آه يا محمد لو لم تلد في التاريخ العربي لكنا من أحسن الأمم اليوم!

Suicide

Dear mum and dad,


Nothing prevents me from killing myself except the fact that the girls in my society need someone to fight FGM (female genital mutilation). I'm alive but don't think I having fun here.

Dear parents, I'm not your Muslim daughter. I'm NOT Muslim. Why wouldn't you let me go out alone, live alone, travel alone, if I wanted to?

You will very upset one day. Trust me. I will either run away or just kill myself.

ABW